PYROKINETIC MAN!!! Guess what his power is…
I created him on City of Heroes, freedom server.
Fun, fun, fun…
To Run with It
February 10, 2008 — midnightanxietyPlease indulge me by letting me say these thoughts out loud…
Maybe living as formidable, and as alone as before, would not work for me anymore. But in my conversations (with people), a realization broke through. A realization that maybe, indiscretion in making friendships, in exploring budding ones, and the failure of some, have unconsciously left me with a bad aftertaste. Maybe that is the source of my wanting to be more alone.
(Our favorite Amazon, Diana… formidable but not at all alone…)
Maybe I should just take whoever friends I have and run with it. I’m fortunate enough to know who my friends are, anyway. I feel that I should not be as open in making new ones now, because a lot of them may fail… And I don’t like to be taken for granted just because it’s easy to be friends with me… And I don’t like to be taken for granted just because it’s not hard for me to forgive.
